will the happiness being for me???

 

i always wish and dream that happiness always belong 

to me...

and 

i believe that everyone...

 

think that happiness belong to them...

 

live never being perfect like dream...

 

we are dreamer...

always hoping for the best moment

in our life...

 

ALLAH...have made the best for us..

better than what we have dream...

 

but we always think that our dream always the best...

ALLAH give us the best but...

its come with the difficulty..

that always make us tired to make further move...

never give up...

just go...

u will find the beauty of life after that....  

new in me....

  

what is new in me???

which one is better??

 

the older me???

or....

 

the new in me???

hehehhe

 

actually... i love both because

it is me..hehehhe

rather i wear...

glasses...

or...

i wear contact lens.....

:)

my dream come true.... guinea pig...heheheh

 

hehehehe...my dream come true...

i have my Guinea pig...

i give name to him, baby...

my baby...

 

this is my baby...

so cute...as me..hahahahha

he so chubby...

love him so much

  

this is baby first time come to my room...hehehhe

  

this is baby after 1 month with me...so..so...chubby...heheheh

love him so much...

mummy love you baby..hehehhehe

missing like crazzy....

well....
i don't know how to start...
but i really fell missing something..
seem i lost it..
but i don't know what it was...
beside i don't know what am i searching right now..
i'm totally lost...
why????

relakan...

ku korbankan kegoanku..
dendamku..padamu...
ku maafkan kamu..
kerna ak percaya setiap sesuatu yang kita lakukan ad pembalasan..
itu jua engkau kan terima..
kembali la ke pangkalan jalan..jgnlah terusan bergantung pada iblis..
ucapkan kalimah syahadah..kembali kepangkal jalan..
ilmu tuh merosakan dirimu jua akhrnya...

hrmm...wordless on wenesday..

wordless or to much too say????
i don't know...
but this feeling make me unconscious...like..hrmm..
don't want to say that word..
life with the past make me feel hard to breath..
but leave the past make new path to the future are no easy for me..
i'm the one not easy to erased the past to make new path in my life..
the memory are valuable even it hurting me like killing me everytime its come to me..
let the past..
i try my best..beside..
i cant make new path to the future if this old things with me..
i hope i have the strength to do this..
may ALLAH bless me..
AMIN.... 

mencari cinta sejati....

aku x pasti...
kadang2 ak keliru dengan hidup ak sendiri..
sedih mengenang dugaan ini...
tp masih mungkinkah aku perlu mencari??
mencari cinta itu??
atau sekadar membiarkan masa menentukan??
dengan merelakn segala kemaafan...
sungguh perit untuk aku memaafkan mu...

tp..
aku relakan kemaafan itu untukmu...
moga allah memberi hidayah untukmu...
pengajaran untuk mu menyedari tiada yang boleh menandingi kuasa allah...
bukan bergantun pada iblis dan syaitan semata2...
ku doakan dan maafan kamu sebelum kamu telantar jauh dari jalan akidah...

aku masih x pasti dia yang ku miliki sekarang untuk aku atau tidak??
atau ak masih paranoid untuk menerima insan baru dalam hidup ak...
insan bernama lelaki....

saya rindu awk!!!!!

awak thukn awk bestfrewn sy paling sy sayang..
awk tempat sy ngadu...
nape awk tetibe je diam camne??
biase awk x mcm neh
sy ad wat salah ke awk???
maafkan saya...
saya rindu sgt kat awk....
saya sayang awk..
hidup sy sunyi xde awk..
isk..isk...isk..isk...
awk jgn tinggal sy...
bestfrewn forever kn???

kegedikan kian melanda...hhahahahah

haaaaa....
tau tak ape yang buat ak gedik tahap cipan....
tau tak???

kebayaaaa!!!!!OMG!!!!
ak xleh tengok kebaya la...
ak mesty nak beli...ya allah...
mak ak slalu marah kat ak..
dia kte..
mu neh nok jd student ke lacture...
pastu dia akan ckp...
ak neh salah course..pastut ambik art..

tp ak suke sgt benda2 glamor cam kebaya neh sume..

klu ad peperangan merebut kebaya..ak masuk yer la..hahahhahahahha
tu la kegilaan ak..
euwwww...gedik kn..hahhahaha

apa itu cinta???

apa itu cinta????
adakah semanis cerita

a walk to remember
bergitu setia..begitu ikhlas..
kasih sayang yang dilahirkan...

atau..
cinta neh macam cerita budak setan...
sayang kasih n cinta x pernah pudar walaupun bnyk dugaan...
sebab syg tu hadir dari hati bukan dari bibir...

atau....
cinta ini cam cerita ali setan...
nakal...tp manis...
xpernah luput....

tp...
cibta didunia realiti lain...
terlalu bnyk pendustaan..
hanya sekadar kata2 memanis ayat...

mungkin xkn ad pencinta cam
budak setan...
xde pencinta mcm pencinta dalam cerita
a walk remember....